i threw my pizza out the window

you'll never feel more alive than after shooting a gun, and nearly killing yourself.

i threw my pizza out the window, cause you suck u fuckin' asshole!

and i rented a movie but im not gonna watch it, i like to throw away $1.08 on the reg.

i'm suckin' on a Big Peach. Just Like Life.

LGBT Films

1.My Own Private Idaho (1991)

2. Velvet Goldmine (1998)

3. Hedwig And The Angry Inch (2001)

4. High Art (1998)

5. Chasing Amy (1997)

6. Bound (1996)

7. Better Than Chocolate (1999)

8. All About My Mother (1999)

9. Bad Education (2004)

10. Mulholland Drive (2001)












11. Frida (2002)













 12. Transamerica (2005)













 13. Boys Don't Cry (1999)

14. Monster (2004)

15. Chloe (2010)

16. Fried Green Tomatoes (1991)

17. But...I'm A Cheerleader (1999)

18. D.E.B.S. (2005)

19. The Kids Are Alright (2010)

20. Milk (2008)

chaotic mental exsistance

I love how Canada has a maple on thier flag...they can pretty much put a maple leaf on anything and automatically we assume that it is Canadian. WTF we have a fuckin Flag...so we have to draw stars n stripes on shit, thats so lame...I've been wanting to be Canadian. I will make the change I don't give a Fuck if I was born in the United States. I'd be so proud to be Canadian I will tattoo a Maple Leaf on my forehead! haha not really. But on a serious note i would very much so like the idea of living and becoming Canadian. And when shit goes wrong who blames Canada? The U.S. gets blamed for everything even when its about other countries. Canada is the Future!

i think best when there is a lot of noise. i have learned to block out noise. u call it noise i call it peacefulness.

i once had a dream about some winning lottery numbers....and when i woke up i couldn't remember them.

joy division poster hunt...

lately i been wanting to add a joy division poster to my wall...so in search for one i came upon this...lol

Dream State 2 - ufo invasion

i was running away from aliens who were trying to trick me into thier spaceship i took a turn in the other direction no one would let me in lane so i pulled into a parking lot only to get a flat from some barb wire. and i have cindy's EVO n i didn't know how to work it and so we went into a church n they said if u want to be saved go in here n i checked the locks and you couldn't get out. you would be locked in there forever...there's ufo's everywhere, they are not even shy that it is daytime, they are flying around. one comes down and there are all kinds of slithery reptile arms they kinda look like octopus... they are reaching for me, but i bat at them... they go away. the ufo's continue to fly around waiting for a chance to get me. it seems as it does not matter where i hide, they will still come down for me and take me away. i look into the house next door as one hovers above the house, and i see my neighbor snatched up in to the craft. i am so scared at this point, hiding in the darkest corners of the house keeping my eyes on the skies. and i am trying to keep my mind off of them for fear that i may someone how attract them with my thoughts.
and it is now daytime again, and my family and i are out bathing in the pool. one of my aunts is in my dream that i have not seen in a while. she is sporting some kind of hairdo its a curly mo hawk? and all of a sudden ufo's start looming over us, and they throw me in a suburban, and there are so many ppl in there its a tight fit. and i am looking in the rear view window out at my aunt who looks like a maniac driving behind us...and she has a different hair style. someone even asks, "what up with her hair, did she get a haircut?"
i answer for my aunt and i say, "Yeah i had to cut it because im wearing a different hairstyle now"

this is what i remember, but i do believe it had something to do with watching UFO special on history channel earlier in the day.

Padre Island Brewing Company

Location: South Padre Island, Tx

Appetizer: Beer Battered Onion Rings & Beer Battered Mushrooms stuffed with Crab

Pizza: 8" Hand Tossed Pizza w/ Mushrooms, Olives, and Peperoni (Pizza Today Magazine)

Shrimp: Fresh Gulf Shrimp Taco Wrap w/sauteed peppers & onions  

Drink: Blonde Ale

Things I want to try: Beer Battered Artichoke Hearts, Fried Dill Pickle Chips & Wisconsin Cheese Curds

Recommend: Sampler Tray - 5 beers on tap

Dream State 1 - porcelain shark

spi 2010

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we were swimming in the water. we came upon this ride. there were water slides
and i wanted to get on so we tried. the guy said something about it not working,
so we went into the water again. 

there were all kinds of tourist shit going on. 

and all of a sudden we see a shark. and we are trying to swim from it. at one point it

was coming right for me.

i saw a fence by the outline of the water,
so i swim to it and i climb the fence and slipped and fell back in. 

once in the water he looked like he was going to come back for me,
but all at once it bit cindy, and her leg was bleeding but not dramatically, it was subtle. 

she yelled, "The skark bit me!!!"

i grabbed her and we swam out of the water. we finally found a place to wrap it up. 

she was crying.

and we were laying in some room off somewhere, not sure of location. 

there was a window at the very top left-side of the wall...and im curious about going up there. 

i climbed up there. dont remember what i saw.

we are at some kind of door, we opened it. 

once looking inside, it is very strange with grey cementing and all types of movement. 

its defying gravity. it lets you test it by having  a handle so you can hold onto.
i was very scared and did not want to go into the door. but cindy ran off with no problem. i

asked her not to, but she didnt listen. i waited for her to come out, but she never did. 

i was at a thrift store. i was looking at hats, shirts, sweaters...i went into another
location and saw some belts, but my aunt ninfa happen to be standing by them,
and i didn't want to enter the area and have her see me. then i saw some porcelain earring.  

it was an asian person the top of the head being the stud, and the bottom part the back holding. 

I stole them because one was rumored to be worth 7 thousand. But then i placed them back.

along came a girl and grabbed them and stuffed 'em down front her pants. i asked her to steal them all,
as if she was about to share in exchange for me seeing her do it without reporting. 

right after the act she walks out the store. i continue shopping. and i remember to look for a jacket
because winter is coming soon. i then head to look for a jacket but all of a sudden,
i cant remember where anything is, and im so confused. then the girl comes back and says no one chased me,
so i guess we got away with it. and then she leaves.